2014

Today was so shit. It started from last night. i was in bed thinking, and I was overthinking my life and fuck i ended up crying. sadlyf. LOL anyways dad left to vietnam this morning and he didn't even say bye to anyone the night before! He's coming back in like january, going for so long. lucky. Mum went out and brother went to library so i ended up home alone. Started getting all depressed so i posted all the things on mind and it's somewhere you shall never find LOL. I sound like a faggot. Ok well anyway's mum came home around 6 with macca's for dinner. She was too lazy cos she was out since like 6 in the morning till 6 at night. She was talking on the phone, and you know the feeling you get when you hear your mum cry and don't know what to do? Yeah cos of that it just made my day even more shit. And to top it off I weighed myself and i'm mother fucking 45 kilos. I FKN GAINED LIKE 2 KILOS. FUCK DON'T WANT TO EAT ANYMORE. My goal was to stay under 45 :(. Gonna start exercising every day now. Have tutor tomorrow then going to my aunty's house for dinner. Sigh, school's coming up soon and i have so much stuff to do. fuck.

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